I'm trying to change some things. Attitudes, relationships and outlooks to name a few. You know, nothing major.
Change is hard, no matter how necessary or wanted, big or little it is.
I'm tired, I'm doubtful, I'm low on patience, I'm discouraged.
I need some instructions, some support, some inspiration and someone to sweep my floors and clean my bathrooms.
I need more time, more encouragement, more knowledge.
I need less guilt, less clutter, less mess, fewer setbacks.
I need more forgiveness, more grace.
I need more fun.
Change is hard, no matter how welcome it is.
I want to change.
I want to be the best me that I can be.
I can't shake the feeling that I'm failing miserably.

Keep on writing about it. You are not alone!
ReplyDeleteI think we all have the failing feeling sometimes. You are not alone. Just keep on keeping on. There is a light at the end of the tunnel....or so I hear. :)
ReplyDeleteYou are definitely not failing at anything! You're a great mom who has a lot to be proud of!
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