January 13, 2012

Spiralling

A couple months ago, I was in this wonderful place.  It was a perfect place where I was so thankful for and happy with everything I have in life.  I was content, I was energetic, I was productive.  Then, I lost it.  I want so badly to get back to that place. 

I've tried changing and fixing a few things, but it doesn't seem to be working the way I had hoped.  I'm full of worry and anger and sadness and the feeling that I am just not enough.  If I could only get a good night's sleep, it would be better.  If only I could get the house cleaned, my head won't feel as messy.  If only, if only...I am not enough. 

I need to be recharged physically, emotionally, spiritually, mentally, but I don't know how.  I don't know where to start.  I want to feel alive, needed, worthy, inspired.  I don't want to be everything.  I just want to be enough. 

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