A couple months ago, I was in this wonderful place. It was a perfect place where I was so thankful for and happy with everything I have in life. I was content, I was energetic, I was productive. Then, I lost it. I want so badly to get back to that place.
I've tried changing and fixing a few things, but it doesn't seem to be working the way I had hoped. I'm full of worry and anger and sadness and the feeling that I am just not enough. If I could only get a good night's sleep, it would be better. If only I could get the house cleaned, my head won't feel as messy. If only, if only...I am not enough.
I need to be recharged physically, emotionally, spiritually, mentally, but I don't know how. I don't know where to start. I want to feel alive, needed, worthy, inspired. I don't want to be everything. I just want to be enough.